Family

I have been so emotional lately and I think it's the pregnant hormones and all lol but I have been feeling so blessed lately especially for my amazing family and supportive friends who take the time to email me and call me to check up on me....my Nana even took the time to write me an actual letter and send it to me in the mail and I just cried because I got mail!!! lol so weird I know but really it gets so boring being at home alone all day sleeping on the couch. Ryan is usually gone all day at school and work so I have to entertain myself....I usually read, sleep, watch my TV shows, try and get some chores done, sleep some more, etc. But seriously I have never been in a position where I needed so much help and support from people. We've had meals brought to us from the ward and my relief society president came and visited with me for a while and it was so nice to just visit with someone!! as much as I hate bed rest I am getting more and more excited to be a mommy! and we are SO excited to find out the sex of the baby on the 15h....it can't come soon enough!!!!

I love my family so much and I'm so grateful for my amazing parents!!! I know they would do anything for Ryan and I. Ryan's family is so supportive too even though they live hours away. And to know that family on my mom's side, dad's side and Ryan's side of the family have fasted for us and the baby is just so amazing and I'm so grateful for that!! I just cry thinking about it....how important family is. I would die without my family and without Ryan.

I also feel so blessed to have the opportunity to carry a child. I know there are so many women in this world who can't get pregnant and have children and that makes me so sad. I think it's funny I went to a walk in clinic in november because I had a really bad sinus cold and I mentioned to the doctor that we were trying to get pregnant and he told me because of my very irregular periods it would probably take me years to get pregnant....well buddy....it only took a couple weeks! Ryan and I just laughed about that....

Well, I hope this sickness passes soon. I'm taking something new and it seems to be helping but it makes me SO drowsy!!! I sleep like a baby every night! it's nice since I wasn't sleeping at all for weeks so hoping and praying this all goes away soon and I can be a happy pregnant lady :)